Have You Ever...... ..........

felt like a jackass??..lmao, not in the assholish kind of way..but in the sagittarius "i need to put my foot in my mouth" kind of way...because i've clearly said waaaay too much..LOL!!


yeah. talk about getting caught up and way too excited for a possibility and a chance of a jamtastic time. hmm..yeah.

this waiting/patience thing..really IS a virtue. man, lol this is gonna be more work than i thought.

listen, here's the lowdown: there once was a hot guy that met this nerdy girl..but this nerdy girl gets hollered at..lol so take the 'nerdy' as you will..lmao..but the girl has been incredibly jaded in any other kind of notions of being in a situation / relationSHIT or "dealing" with one in the setting of lust and a possibility of something deeper..i suppose where emotions would be a bit more involved. they've even figured they have much in common including their current situations as well as childhood..which for this chick since she's now evolved from "girl" to chick..lmao..is a pretty big deal seeing as that she's never really been attracted to this TYPE before..lol...all a very truly new experience in the sense of in the past..there would have never been an attraction on her part.....

So in the spirit of how I feel at this current moment - i enjoy sharing and relating my life situtations to music..so here are some vids to support my theory. [[ yeah i know, this is the emo part of the blog]] ...LMAO!!

Alicia Keys - "Tender Love"



Alicia Keys feat. Miko - "NO ONE" (RAP REMIX)



Alicia Keys featuring LL Cool J - "Teenage Love Affair" (REMIX)



OKAY, REALLY..lol COME ON..were you REALLY surprised they're all by alicia keys..LMAO!!